This may be a littl X rated, but I kind of need to let off some steam. or something

Kay.

So basically, there was a house party last night….it was pretty awesome

and there’s this kid

who is beautiful

not really

kind of.

anyway, kind of. began making out. and then we had sex

twice.

and then we took a break. and then again. 

and basically i’m so scared that i’m going to end up pregnant. but not really. not that scared.

it’s just like

worrying. but i’m ok.

i just have a lot of bruises.  bathrooms hurt, to anyone that would like to know.  they do.  oww.

so, if anyone has a tip on how the hell i can avoid being a teen mom (never.  but any proactive things i can do to try and prevent being pregs?